Epiphanic Diaries2024-02-19
7 Chakras 7 Notes
Open, close, up, down. Happy, sad, angry, depressed. Energy flowing any which way. Terrified of it - turn it all the way off. Block your heart. Push energy into your mind and swallow it. Let it burn your brain and attack you. Then cry for minutes and thrash about. Then go numb again. Try running. That'll fix ya. No, I mean drumming. How about psychoanalysis? How about just ruminate for months, years?
All of this is bullshit. Stop being so scared. Just live and help others. And stop trying to be perfect, because you suck at it. You're really not good at it even though you got good grades on school. Do something you're actually good at, like cook for people, play guitar, cheer up others, carry things, compliment everyone, listen, be patient, dream about the world, share these things with everyone, let them know they can learn too. That's all you need to do. You don't need to have a perfect budget. You don't need to be a magic lover. You don't need to be the most charming. You don't need to be the savior at your job. You don't need to be all these things. Just be nice to everyone, love God, and do as you please.