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Epiphanic Diaries2024-08-17

I Do Not Believe in Thoughts or Feelings

I do not believe in thoughts or feelings. I do not believe in fraughts or fleetings. They’re nothing but frauds revealing, Momentary puffs, life stealing.

Watching it all fade away. Wondering my role to play. Am I just a watcher here? Is there truly nothing to be done or say? Patiently abiding. My will dying. My story’s integrity dissolving. Is this madness or just the beginning?

My brother’s patience I am gaining. His superpower never waning. Always being while everyone else doing. And they loved him all the more for his sustaining.

Is it enough of a life to wait my return? Playing music, glad to learn. Here for a time, then gone again. Lifetime’s length illusion bends.

Peace be with all men. That we learn to be again. Strive less. Care more. Bear more.

Lighten others’ loads. Quietly achieve your goals. Be peaceable and calm and kind. And let your mind its emptiness find.