Personality Is Nothing Compared to Personhood

What are you trying to tell me with all this pain, Which I mistake for going insane?

Do I mistake feeling bad for personal badness? When all you're trying to show me is gladness through sadness?

On the verge of tears for years, On the verge of joy of opened ears.

My personal psychology seems so irrelevant, It seems like the inner version of outer apparent but slightly more metaphoric,

I don't care for it. I am disinterested. I only want you and the light you bring. Your the one who gives me songs to sing. Personality is nothing compared to personhood.